I think I might understand, but it still doesn't make any sense. When it comes down to it - Amanda made a choice to use her power to help Jay, at a significant cost to herself. I'm well aware of what it would do to her, I have the stats and figures right here. Fact remains, she made the choice because she wanted to help. She felt it was that important. If I could have built something to accomplish the same result, I would have.